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Fallen Skies is een 'high fantasy Textbased-RPG' die zich afspeelt in een mytische wereld vol wonderlijke wezens, monsters en magie. Het land verdeeld onder zes koningkrijken is altijd bewegend en beïnvloedbaar. Het kan zomaar zijn dat jij de held wordt van het gehele land of misschien zelfs de grootste terreur die Fallen Skies ooit meegemaakt heeft. Alles is mogelijk in deze gevaarlijk mooie wereld. En niets is gek genoeg.
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Allison Lenier
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Real name : Wrap
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Age: 24
Occupation: Grand Duchess. Alchemist. Good Cop.
Residence : Brightwater Keep

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vr jun 29, 2018 10:28 pm
Surrounded, but always alone
So pick a place, pretend it's home
The higher you climb, the further you fall. But don't be ashamed of wanting it all. Cause the view from the top is beautiful but fleeting. Looks can be deceiving
This wasn’t the first time she had looked straight into an open wound, but the other times had been… quite different. Sterile, to begin with. But, if she was correct, the vampiric body did not infect, so at least they had that going for them. But, it was still… quite something. The wound was healing as she put in the tweezers, so to keep it from doing so, she placed her thumb, index finger and middle finger inside the wound, keeping wound open as it tried to heal up. Oh, how she would have appreciated her damn basement at this point. But, she’d have to make do with what she had. And so she would.

The first splinter was pulled out and Kaz made very clear how much it hurt. “I am so sorry,” she told him, but determination had taken over for a second. Which was good, as she would not have been able to do this with tears clouding her vision. She moved the tweezers towards another splinter, pulling it out as quickly as she could. “But you’ll have to sit through this one.” In a normal situation, she would have been able to get everything ready. But with the wound closing, there was no time to get painkillers or anything. These splinters needed to get out of his muscles so the wound could heal. The next splinter was barely sticking out of the muscle and she had to press the tweezers into it to pull it out, so she mentally prepared for another scream as she did.

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Kaz Brekker
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Age: 23 [immortal]
Occupation: Grand Duke. King's spy. Bad Cop.
Residence : Brightwater Keep, Rhoynar

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vr jun 29, 2018 10:34 pm

The pull on my flesh was just too strong
Stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie


He rather slammed his head against the wall again. Who cared if he cracked his skull. He wanted everything to be done for, he wanted to be done for. But Kaz had done this to himself, everything, from the wounds to his thoughts to his actions, all had been his own doing. He could blame Mort for whatever had happened between him and the woman, but in the end it was Kaz' fault. He had let himself get kidnapped, he had let himself get tortured. He had let himself get broken.

Another scream, another slam against the wall. He felt lightheaded. Good. Just a few more and he would be out. The blood was everywhere by now and strangely, that didn't make him feel anything at all. His body, on the other hand continued to heal, making Allison's task only more difficult. Kaz didn't want to know what it looked like, but as the pincet grabbed yet another splinter, he could at least feel it. Kaz was by now just full on crying again, showing his weakness. Perhpas this was what the woman had wanted, maybe this was just another torture session. The cold floor where he had pressed his hands upon felt exactly like the cold of the basement. But his hands were free, he wasn't there. Then why was Allison hurting him? What had he done to deserve this?

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Allison Lenier
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Real name : Wrap
Aantal berichten : 1191
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Age: 24
Occupation: Grand Duchess. Alchemist. Good Cop.
Residence : Brightwater Keep

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vr jun 29, 2018 10:40 pm
Surrounded, but always alone
So pick a place, pretend it's home
The higher you climb, the further you fall. But don't be ashamed of wanting it all. Cause the view from the top is beautiful but fleeting. Looks can be deceiving
Everything was covered in blood. Her white dress was completely stained, her hands were covered in it and she didn’t even want to know what her face looked like, as she had accidentally brushed away her hair at one point, probably leaving a trail of blood over her cheek. The entire room was a mess and she would have to figure out how the hell they would explain that to the ones who would need to clean it up, but for now, she had something to keep her mind busy. It was as if the maid had never died. Allison had pushed that memory into a corner, where it would stay until it would someday get triggered again. Perhaps by someone, something, or just simply in a nightmare. For now, they were safe from it. Because for now, all she wanted to do was save her husband.

We’re getting there,” she told him softly, looking up at his face for a few seconds. She didn’t have time to stop him from bashing his head against the wall, from doing whatever the fuck it was that he was doing. She needed to go on with this wound, or it would all have been for nothing. Opening it back up again would be so much worse than only keeping it open, so she pulled another splinter out with the tweezers, before looking if there was more. For a second she thought she was done, until she pushed the skin up somewhat and noticed that there had been more, stuck between the tissue. Great. She could feel how she started to get light-headed as she pulled the next one out, but she kept going. Another one…

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Kaz Brekker
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vr jun 29, 2018 10:47 pm

The pull on my flesh was just too strong
Stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie


This was a lie. He was still being tortured, he was sure of it. This might not be the woman who did it, but Allison was, which made her an accomplice, which meant she was conspiring against him. She had been lying all this time. And again heh ad been a fool to believe her. She let the maid inside just to toy with him, to give him a sense of hope. And now, now she had all the reasons to tear open his skin and start picking in it here and there.

Kaz wanted to say something, somewhere he wanted her to stop, he wanted to do it himself, but again the fatigue struck, making him almost paralyzed. All he could was stare, stare at her while she did the devils work. But wasn't he a demon on his own? The vampire whimpered as the pincet found another splinter. The wound tore open even further. This had to stop. This had to end. Kaz closed his eyes, momentarily back into that basement again. He wouldn't beg, he said he wouldn't. He had promised himself. ''Please..'' He spoke softly through the sobbing. ''Make it stop. I beg of you.'' So much for not begging.

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Allison Lenier
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Real name : Wrap
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vr jun 29, 2018 10:56 pm
Surrounded, but always alone
So pick a place, pretend it's home
The higher you climb, the further you fall. But don't be ashamed of wanting it all. Cause the view from the top is beautiful but fleeting. Looks can be deceiving
Don’t look at him. Focus on the task at hand. She had gone back to the woman she had once been, before Giovanni had died. At this moment, logic had kicked in. She needed to do this simple task. It would hurt him, but he would survive and it would all be well. While she could hear his crying in the back of her head, her mind was too focused on the splinters to pay attention to it. She could see them, slowly moving her tweezers towards them and pulling them out, dropping them on the floor before moving the tweezers towards a new splinter. Repeat. Repeat. It kept going on like that and everytime she thought they were done, she found another one. It was miserable.

I beg of you,’ was something she didn’t hear from Kaz often and she clenched her jaw. “If I stop now,” she told him, trying to sound as calm as possible, while pulling out another splinter. “It will close up and someone else will have to open it back up again and remove them.” Someone else touching his skin. And even if he could deal with that, there was the problem of needing to reopen the wound. She knew what she was doing and there was no risk for infection, so… this had to be done now. And with that, she pulled out another splinter, looking in the wound to see if she had missed any.

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vr jun 29, 2018 11:03 pm

The pull on my flesh was just too strong
Stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie


He had begged for his life, for himself and hes egoist ass two times in three days now. Something he didn't want to admit, something he didn't want to think about. But it was there in his head, it was like he had no control over his thoughts anymore. Maybe you could call him brainwashed, but he had done it all to himself. The woman had only pushed him in the right direction or.. wrong one in this matter.

Opening his mouth again, he wanted to form words. But all that got out was a scream as she pulled yet another splinter out. This woman would be his death. He was sure of it. Who even knew if they were actually splinters. Maybe she was just picking at his bones now. Kruge had seen it all, its dark eyes focussed on the duo, not sure what to think. Kaz couldn't give it any commands, because he couldn't even command himself. All he could do was close his eyes, beg and hope for this to be over soon. ''Please.'' He repeated the word again, desperate. He wanted to bash his head against the wall again, but all he got out of himself was a soft bump. The energy he had gained from drinking the maid was all wasted. Again.

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Allison Lenier
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Real name : Wrap
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Age: 24
Occupation: Grand Duchess. Alchemist. Good Cop.
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vr jun 29, 2018 11:11 pm
Surrounded, but always alone
So pick a place, pretend it's home
The higher you climb, the further you fall. But don't be ashamed of wanting it all. Cause the view from the top is beautiful but fleeting. Looks can be deceiving
She pushed the tweezers into the muscle to tear out another splinter. She ignored it when he spoke, knowing that it was for the best that she continued this. Yes, it probably hurt like hell. But it would be so much worse if these splinters were left in place, as it would heal up and they would be stuck there, unless he would open it all up. And it wasn’t just that. Kaz and having a stranger touch his skin was already not the best idea, so she’d much rather do this herself. She knew what she was doing. For once, she could actually be of use. There was no way she was going to stop, simply because he begged her to. That was the pain talking. Perhaps one day, he would actually thank her instead.

After pulling out a few more, the wound was… mostly clean. She could see that there was something stuck inside the muscle, underneath the healed up tissue. What she also noticed, was that the tissue healed in a… strange way. Or, remarkably normal. The tissue that replaced the part where the stake had been driven through the muscle entirely, seemed to be replaced by scar tissue, rather than actual muscle tissue. This would hurt. Permanently. As if the man didn’t deserve to have a proper working leg for more than a month.

It’s done,” she spoke, before pulling her fingers out of the wound and placing them on her lap, covering her lap with blood. She looked up at the man, showing the faintest of smiles as she sat up a bit. “I’m so sorry.” Even though she had only tried to help, it felt… awful. She hated hurting him.

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vr jun 29, 2018 11:19 pm

The pull on my flesh was just too strong
Stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie


And just like that, it was gone. She left his leg alone and for a moment he wondered if his pleading had actually worked. Maybe he could set aside his pride and try it more often. After all, he had nothing to offer her, or anyone for that matter, he should be the one begging, not the other way around. He was nothing and he had already proven that two hourse in since he was fully awake. His eyes gazed around, there was blood everywhere. The iron stench of blood felt permant and the vampire closed his eyes again, leaning with his head against the wall. A deep sigh got out of his mouth.

For a moment it seemed he had passed out again, but not soon after he opened his eyes again. A new kind of panic seemed to settle, as if he had forgotten that the wound had been taken care of. His eyes looked at it, seeing the flesh slowly but steadily get together again as if it was the most normal thing in the world. It was then that his attention was pulled towards her. Allison. She had done this to him, she had made him suffer. But she looked like she was sorry. Could he trust her? Like he trusted her before? There was a flash of hate in his eyes, but it was soon followed by the oh so familiar feeling of defeat. He let his chin rest upon his chest. ''Please..'' He suddenly seemed to beg for something entirely different.

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Allison Lenier
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Real name : Wrap
Aantal berichten : 1191
IC posts : 1131

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Age: 24
Occupation: Grand Duchess. Alchemist. Good Cop.
Residence : Brightwater Keep

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vr jun 29, 2018 11:26 pm
Surrounded, but always alone
So pick a place, pretend it's home
The higher you climb, the further you fall. But don't be ashamed of wanting it all. Cause the view from the top is beautiful but fleeting. Looks can be deceiving
Their eyes met and she tried so hard to be optimistic about it all, but that one second where he looked at her as if she was the enemy, tore her apart. She bit her lip to fight the tears from coming again and seemed to actually win the fight for once. She swallowed the self-pity again and took a deep breath in. At this moment, she only had eyes for the vampire, sitting so close to him. Both covered in his blood. A while back, she would have freaked out. Would have screamed about the way she looked, about how gross it all was. But at this moment, she didn’t care. She’d sit here like this for another hour if needed.

‘Please...’ his voice sounded and she frowned. “What is it?” she asked, not sure what he was asking for this time. She would do anything for him, after all. He only needed to ask, or at least make clear that it was what he wanted. She bit her lip and frowned, hoping it wasn’t him trying to ask her to leave. For that was one of the few things she refused to do. She could take her distance if he still didn’t trust her, but she wasn’t leaving him. No way.

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Occupation: Grand Duke. King's spy. Bad Cop.
Residence : Brightwater Keep, Rhoynar

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vr jun 29, 2018 11:34 pm

The pull on my flesh was just too strong
Stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie


You could buy people with words. He had learned that by now. If you just knew what to say and said it at the right time, you were in, they would trust you and they would do anything for you. He had learned it when he was younger, he had used it for his own benefit, swindeling people left and right, sugarcoating his words and saying what people wnated to hear. It was with that ability that he had gotten so far in life. And now, now he felt the bittersweet taste of the aftermath, as he had fallen for his own tricks.

Trust was hard to earn, and even harder to earn with Kaz. Allison had made it that far, he had let her in, he had fallen for her. And now, now he was reconsidering that decision as doubt split his mind in two. She didn't understand what he meant and he couldn't get it over his lips either. The poison was coarsing through his body again, whispering things in his ears, saying the things he wanted yet didn't want to hear. The vampire shook his head, a way to tell her that she had to forget it. His eyes wandere to the wound, which still wasn't closed yet but somehow had made progress. ''Just get it over with.'' He spoke all of the sudden, even surprising himself. But now that those words were over his lips, who could stop him? ''Just end it. Just be honest and tell me..'' The vampire seemed to take a deep breath, seemed to struggle with the last words. But the poison pushed him over the edge. ''.. That you don't love me.''

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Allison Lenier
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Real name : Wrap
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Age: 24
Occupation: Grand Duchess. Alchemist. Good Cop.
Residence : Brightwater Keep

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vr jun 29, 2018 11:53 pm
Surrounded, but always alone
So pick a place, pretend it's home
The higher you climb, the further you fall. But don't be ashamed of wanting it all. Cause the view from the top is beautiful but fleeting. Looks can be deceiving
People were blinded by love, corrupted by themselves. Giovanni had always told her that. He had taught her that the flame that burned within someone could only burn for one thing. As soon as it was corrupted by love, it made someone useless. They were blinded, would drop anything for that one person. Their life, their goals, their purpose, their ideals. It was going to be the downfall of them all. Healthy men, genius minds and artistic souls all wasted their time on a person they called their significant other. Allison had grown to believe these words, telling herself she was stronger than that. She knew what the world had to offer her. She was a smart woman and she had her whole life in front of her, after all. She could find that cure. She’d make her name known to all. And no one could distract her.

Until she met the man sitting in front of her. As she sat here, covered in his blood, she felt weak. Because her body was trembling and the tears were burning behind her eyes. Yet she felt strong, because her love for this man pushed her to set aside everything else. It filled her with determination and finally, she understood that this fire was not a negative thing. It was finding a balance that was important. Something she hadn’t found herself and wouldn’t find in the near future. After all, there were many things she wasn’t okay with yet. Thoughts that burned in the back of her head, that would some day need to be resolved.

But, there was one certainty. She loved him. So when he told her that she needed to be honest and tell him that she didn’t, the tears finally showed themselves again. How could he even think that…? The defeat was visible in her eyes for a few seconds, before she pulled herself together. This had to be the woman speaking, not him. Everything had been fine before. There was no way that he actually believed this. She bent his way a bit, grabbing his hand and looking into the blue eyes of the vampire.

I can’t,” she told him. Her voice sounded… fragile, like it was about to break. Something that was quite uncommon for the woman.

Because I love you, Kaz.

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za jun 30, 2018 8:51 am

The pull on my flesh was just too strong
Stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie


Maybe he was cursed, maybe he had this all coming and he just had been blind to see it. Perhpas he had stolen from or swindled somebody that turned out to be an all powerful being that now punished him for what he had done. You could say it and Kaz would believe it. He would believe anything to this point. Except for her, for Allison. She couldn't be speaking the truth. After all, she had been the one to make him a Duke, to get him in a position he didn't want to be in, she had used him countless of times just for her own benefit. So what made this situation different from the rest?

Simply because she said she loved him didn't improve the situation in the slighest. On the contrary, Kaz looked at her with a face of suspicion, repeating the words in his head, trying to find where the lie was. She was crying now which made it even more difficult to tell if se was lying or actually being honest. It took him a moment before he realised that they were holding hands. Slowly, he let go, the touch making his stomach turn. Even now she couldn't even respect his boundaries. A shiver went through his body, feeling how goosebumps took a hold of him. ''You're lying.'' He whispered to himself, though it sounded way less convinced than it had been the night before. Maybe she was, maybe she wasn't. What did it matter? After all, he would be dead within days. Or gone for that matter.

The vampire pushed his hand against the wall, leaving a bloody mark while he tried to get up. He easily slumped back. He couldn't do anything on his own. The wound still wasn't closed, but it was well on its way. His eyes found the splinters Allison had pulled out. Was he hallucinating or had she actually picked splinters from his bone? The last thing Kaz wanted, was to starting to see things that weren't there. But they were already way past that.

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Allison Lenier
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za jun 30, 2018 12:51 pm
Surrounded, but always alone
So pick a place, pretend it's home
The higher you climb, the further you fall. But don't be ashamed of wanting it all. Cause the view from the top is beautiful but fleeting. Looks can be deceiving
Kaz pulled back his hand, telling her that she was lying. Softly, Allison shook her head as she sat back, creating the slightest distance between them again. While she sat close enough to touch him, she felt like there were miles in between them. A struggle that wasn’t new to them, but it had felt like they finally solved that. Ever since they had gotten wed, everything had… been slowly falling into place. Or at least, for her. Because their biggest struggle had always been trust. And finally, she had had something to hold onto. Finally, there had been nothing standing in between them. And now they were back at the start. Close enough to touch, yet too far away to reach.

And in this moment, Allison knew she had a choice. For a second, she looked over her shoulder. The door. If she wanted, she could tell him that he was right. For the coming times would be even worse than those they had already faced. This time again, she knew what she was getting herself into. Aware of the hurdles that were awaiting them. Was it worth it? She had reached so much. Now having a castle to call home, a country to call hers, there was not a single person on this earth that could stop her from getting exactly what she wanted right now. She shouldn’t need him.

But she did. The sound of him trying to get up, ripped her gaze from the door. She looked at the man she loved with a frown on her face. Broken, bruised. Perhaps never to be the same again. Or, at least not in the time they had together. But, she had once told him that he was worth the fight. And she was not one to take back her words. Biting her lip, she recalled the moment she had met Mort. Where she learned that Kaz had been turned into the monster she despised. ‘I expect to find a broken monster. Someone I can’t trust. But I also know that this might be the worst moment of his life,’ she had told his brother, ‘I’m not going to walk away.’ She hadn’t. And this time, she wouldn’t either.

Your brother warned me not to go near you when you turned,” she started, speaking slowly, carefully picking each word. As if the meaning would break as soon as she would make one mistake. “I knew what I was getting myself into when I stepped through that door.” In that moment, she had unconsciously decided that he was worth it. That if she were to die at his hands, it would have been better than leaving him behind. He had her heart and it meant that she would put him before herself. Time and time again. “You told me that you weren’t something I could love,” she remembered, a faint smile on her lips. “I love you,” she stated. In this one sentence, there was no doubt in her voice. Because it was the one thing she knew for sure. “No matter what.

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za jun 30, 2018 11:12 pm

The pull on my flesh was just too strong
Stifled the choice and the air in my lungs
Better not to breathe than to breathe a lie


His brother. Mort. His fucking brother had caused all of this. And Allison dared to talk about him like he had done something good. Kaz averted his eyes, away from his wife, away from the person he was supposed to be with until death did them part. Well, wasn’t he dead already? I mean, he felt pretty dead inside and he probably looked the part and aside from that, he was missing his ring. Didn’t that unbound whatever was going on between them? Didn’t that mean he was free to roam? She couldn’t keep him here. He could go out and find his brother and ask him what the hell was going on.

But he probably wouldn’t get very far as even after Allison took care of his leg, it was still a hell to stand on. He didn’t even want to try. The vampire let himself slide back against the wall, defeated once again. He couldn’t even take care of himself. It truly was pathetic. Meanwhile, Allison was still talking and still trying to convince him he was worth it and that she actually loved him. Kaz wasn’t sure if he could believe her. He turned his head towards her, confused, still suspicious. After everything he had been fed by that woman, his whole head was a mess. It told him not to trust her, but it also told him to not even trust Allison. It told him not to trust anyone. Not even himself. He stared at his hands, covered in blood and noticed how they were shaking. This wasn’t good. This wasn’t good at all.

A part of him wanted to believe her desperately, a part of him was still there that told him that she was telling the truth and that he had to act on it. The other part which largely overshadowed the good part in him, told him this was all a lie and that he was better of dead. And he was well on his way to get there. The part that was still him wanted to tell her he loved her too, but the poison held him back, almost strangling him. Instead, he looked away, biting his lip while he tried to keep his shaking hands under control. Eventually, he shook his head, not knowing what to say. It was probably better for him to say nothing at all.

Instead, he ignored the warning signs of his own mind. His eyes darkened as he thought back to what she was saying again. Someone had to pay. And if he couldn't get to the woman, he would get to the one who had caused all of this, even if it was indrectly. Kaz maanged to get himself up against the wall. Hate was boiling inside of him. ''Where's Mortimer?''

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za jun 30, 2018 11:37 pm
Surrounded, but always alone
So pick a place, pretend it's home
The higher you climb, the further you fall. But don't be ashamed of wanting it all. Cause the view from the top is beautiful but fleeting. Looks can be deceiving
Of course, there was a part of her that doubted this all. A part that told her that she deserved better than all of this. Her life had always been one of hard work. For all of this, she had ignored everything that would have distracted her. She had a goal in mind and she wasn’t going to lose track of it. A bright future ahead of her, with a dark past she’d forget about in an instant. Nothing would have mattered as soon as she would have reached the top. And from there, she was planning to go further until the day she died. At this very moment, she didn’t have time to deal with multiple things at once. She needed to make a decision. Focus on Kaz, or let him go and actually get to work on her future. Actually work on the cure to make a name for herself.

She had no clue why she even bothered to think about it, because time and time again it brought her to the same spot. Her head told her to fight for her future, but… she knew very well that he was the only future that mattered at this point. While she had no clue how he had done it, he had gotten under her skin and she was unable to shake him. When she was with him, he simply consumed her. Nothing else mattered. Her alchemy, her ambitions. She was his and he was hers.

With this thought, she knew that she had to fight on. Even when he looked away, still not believing the words she spoke. That one part of her screamed for her to give up, but she didn’t. Instead she waited, giving him some time to process what was going on. What she hadn’t expected, however, was for him to get up and ask for Mort… imer. Mortimer. She immediately got up as well, shaking her head. “You’re staying in this room until you’re healed,” she told him firmly, biting her lip as she tried to figure out how she was going to get him back to the bed. The anger in his voice only made things worse, but she knew better than to discuss this right now.

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