An unexpected letter.

I know it has been a long time since you've last heard of me. For all I know you don't want to hear from me, maybe this letter will be burned as soon as you receive it. That doesn't matter. All I want is you to know that I miss you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I hope you're doing great.
How is our son? I heard he got a promotion. Will you tell him that for me?

Anyway, I hope to hear from you and if not… I never stopped loving you.

You know who

forgiving you has been a difficult task for me. There is not a day that goes by where I am not reminded of what you did. And yet, I find myself missing you as well. I’m doing fine. I heard word that you were in Hillerød, aiding Lady Freyja Skarsgård. I wouldn’t have expected that from you, but you’ve proven to be fairly unpredictable, haven’t you?

Our son is well. Oropher has unfortunately fallen ill and Arvindr has taken up his duties as Master of Forlindon. I’m incredibly proud of him and I know that he’s more than capable, but I still can’t help but worry. After all, status does not come without threat. Maybe I’d feel more secure if his father were at his side.

Still, I’m glad to hear from you.

Always yours,

Lothiriel

Did my actions have a big impact on you or our family? I wish I could tell you that I’m sorry for what I did, but the only thing I regret is hurting you. It was never my plan to separate our family.
But those tales are true. I am indeed working for her and helping her when needed.

So I’ve heard. It is not a good idea, I know, but could you tell him that I’m also very proud of him? I’m sure he’s a perfect Master for Forlindon. A leader they deserve.
You know I can’t return. They won’t let me and I’m not planning on finding out what they would do if I decide to come back.

Thank you for replying, you have no idea how much it means to me.

Naeberos

your actions have all but benefitted our family. There still are elves within the Brotherhood that are distrustful of Arvindr and I, all because of you. Some of them think we were in on your little scheme, and sometimes it humiliates me to admit that I was completely oblivious to what you were planning. That you left me entirely in the dark.

Arvindr is doing great as our new Master, but as you could imagine, I am hesitant to let him know that you have even reached out to me. I’m sure he won’t be pleased to hear of our contact. Maybe in time, he will find it in his heart to forgive you, like I have. I’m aware you can’t come back, but perhaps I could put in a good word for you.

Maybe, hopefully, we’ll meet again.

Lothiriel

I hope you understand I never wanted for thing to turn out like this. It was supposed to be better, of all of us and I have failed both of you. Our family is ripped apart because of my action and I will always regret it. In time I hope to make things better. Right now I would sacrifice everything in order to do so.

That he doesn’t want me to speak with you I fully understand. I truly do even when that thought breaks my heart. If only I could see him, talk with him… I’m sure I can fix things that way. If I can make him and you understand where my intentions came from.

And I can not wait for that day to happen.

Naeberos