In the eyes of god

There was a lust in her. She felt the need to push herself more against him. Let him take her over and loose herself in his strong arms. The idea alone seemed to heat her up making her want to loose her clothes which suddenly felt too warm and constricting around her body.

She tried to get atleast one layer off as she had her lips pressed on his but fell back a bit as their lips lost the connection and she had to nearly gasp for breath in order to fill her lungs again.

The words the man spoke barely even made it to her ears as she seemed dozed off. Still filled up completely with the feeling the kiss had brought with it. She did want him, she needed him. There was no question no excuse. All her life long she had fought in order to survive on her own. Was it true that she wasn't ment to be on her own. Was it true she wasn't ment to live like a commoner among the rats. Was she ment to be a lady.. His lady?

no.

No she wasn't she wasn't Skyrah Amor. She was Sky, free and wild. She didn't belong to anyone and nobody belonged to her. Not him, not anyone. So they didn't even have to try to do so. No matter how much she wanted to feel him around her. She couldn't accept it.

"Yes.. Yes that would be nice sir."

Her words didn't follow her head, as if possesed by her still heavy beating heart she couldn't form the words to make him dissapear. Her heart seemed in control. Only wanting him and him alone. It was sickening.

And yet.. So perfect..

It still felt unsure and she would like it most to just jump out of her window and run off again. She was scared he would change her view on live and how she wanted to live it. This man was and always would be a danger to her freedom. She wanted him to stay closer to him. She wanted to grab his hand and hold him tight. But she had to stay reserved, she couldn't let herself go not after all these years.

Slowly she nodded at his words. "I will Lord." She smiled soft and moved backwards from him in order to create some more distance and nodded once more at him. "That would be quite nice otherwise I'd have to run next to you and I do not intent on doing that." She winked and sat back down as he left.

Honestly what was she doing. One moment she was fighting with this man, the next she wanted to kiss him and have him touch her skin. He was making her insane with every breath he took, and now she could so simply dissapear, he would never find her again while searching a horse for her. Instead she dressed. The dress she got on was simular to what she was wearing yesterday, just simple and quick, the way she liked it. With the dress on and her mind made up she walked outside and downstairs.

"Reagan?"

A blush formed on her pale cheeks as he spoke to her. Damnit, why was she so easily swept away by him. She was supposed to be the headstrong one here. Not get swept away by some words a man like him spoke to every girl he met. "Why thank you m'lord." Was her colder responce trying to keep her beating heart from being heard by the man. Easily she got on top of the mare and pet the thing. "I do not mind M'lord. You lead, I'll follow." she nodded slowly. She was raised a solder and would always be. She had no intention of having him behind her. She did not want to be suprised by a stab in the back after all.